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--and--opinion." The general made a consenting noise in his throat. "He said that he did not wish me to 'whitewash' him to you. He didn't think he had done right; he didn't excuse himself, or ask you to excuse him unless you could from the stand-point of a gentleman." The general made a less consenting noise in his throat, and asked, "How do you look at it, yourself, Agatha?" "I don't believe I quite understand it; but Mrs. March--" "Oh, Mrs. March!" the general snorted. "--says that Mr. March does not think so badly of it as Mr. Burnamy does." "I doubt it. At any rate, I understood March quite differently." "She says that he thinks he behaved very nobly afterwards when Mr. Stoller wanted him to help him put a false complexion on it; that it was all the more difficult for him to do right then, because of his remorse for what he had done before." As she spoke on she had become more eager. "There's something in that," the general admitted, with a candor that he made the most of both to himself and to her. "But I should like to know what Stoller had to say of it all. Is there anything," he inquired, "any reason why I need be more explicit about it, just now?" "N--no. Only, I thought--He thinks so much of your opinion that--if--" "Oh, he can very well afford to wait. If he values my opinion so highly he can give me time to make up my mind." "Of course--" "And I'm not responsible," the general continued, significantly, "for the delay altogether. If you had told me this before--Now, I don't know whether Stoller is still in town." He was not behaving openly with her; but she had not behaved openly with him. She owned that to herself, and she got what comfort she could from his making the affair a question of what Burnamy had done to Stoller rather than of what Burnamy had said to her, and what she had answered him. If she was not perfectly clear as to what she wanted to do, or wished to have happen, there was now time and place in which she could delay and make sure. The accepted theory of such matters is that people know their minds from the beginning, and that they do not change them. But experience seems to contradict this theory, or else people often act contrary to their convictions and impulses. If the statistics were accessible, it might be found that many potential engagements hovered in a doubtful air, and before they touched the earth in actual promise were dissipated by the play of meteorol
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