FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   2796   2797   2798   2799   2800   2801   2802   2803   2804   2805   2806   2807   2808   2809   2810   2811   2812   2813   2814   2815   2816   2817   2818   2819   2820  
2821   2822   2823   2824   2825   2826   2827   2828   2829   2830   2831   2832   2833   2834   2835   2836   2837   2838   2839   2840   2841   2842   2843   2844   2845   >>   >|  
rty said she had the air of belonging in such surroundings much more than Emily, whom even budding womanhood had not made beautiful. And Eliphalet Hopper Dwyer, if his actions meant anything, would have welcomed her to that house, or built her another twice as fine, had she deigned to give him the least encouragement. Cinderella! This was what she facetiously called herself one July morning of that summer she was eighteen. Cinderella in more senses than one, for never had the city seemed more dirty or more deserted, or indeed, more stifling. Winter and its festivities were a dream laid away in moth balls. Surely Cinderella's life had held no greater contrasts! To this day the odour of matting brings back to Honora the sense of closed shutters; of a stifling south wind stirring their slats at noonday; the vision of Aunt Mary, cool and placid in a cambric sacque, sewing by the window in the upper hall, and the sound of fruit venders crying in the street, or of ragmen in the alley--"Rags, bottles, old iron!" What memories of endless, burning, lonely days come rushing back with those words! When the sun had sufficiently heated the bricks of the surrounding houses in order that he might not be forgotten during the night, he slowly departed. If Honora took her book under the maple tree in the yard, she was confronted with that hideous wooden sign "To Let" on the Dwyer's iron fence opposite, and the grass behind it was unkempt and overgrown with weeds. Aunt Mary took an unceasing and (to Honora's mind) morbid interest in the future of that house. "I suppose it will be a boarding-house," she would say, "it's much too large for poor people to rent, and only poor people are coming into this district now." "Oh, Aunt Mary!" "Well, my dear, why should we complain? We are poor, and it is appropriate that we should live among the poor. Sometimes I think it is a pity that you should have been thrown all your life with rich people, my child. I am afraid it has made you discontented. It is no disgrace to be poor. We ought to be thankful that we have everything we need." Honora put down her sewing. For she had learned to sew--Aunt Mary had insisted upon that, as well as French. She laid her hand upon her aunt's. "I am thankful," she said, and her aunt little guessed the intensity of the emotion she was seeking to control, or imagined the hidden fires. "But sometimes--sometimes I try to forget that we are poor. Perhaps --
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   2796   2797   2798   2799   2800   2801   2802   2803   2804   2805   2806   2807   2808   2809   2810   2811   2812   2813   2814   2815   2816   2817   2818   2819   2820  
2821   2822   2823   2824   2825   2826   2827   2828   2829   2830   2831   2832   2833   2834   2835   2836   2837   2838   2839   2840   2841   2842   2843   2844   2845   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Honora
 

people

 

Cinderella

 

sewing

 
stifling
 

thankful

 

suppose

 

boarding

 

confronted

 
wooden

hideous

 
forgotten
 

slowly

 

departed

 

unceasing

 

interest

 
morbid
 
overgrown
 

unkempt

 
opposite

coming

 

future

 

insisted

 

French

 
learned
 

guessed

 

forget

 

Perhaps

 

hidden

 

imagined


intensity

 

emotion

 

seeking

 

control

 

complain

 

Sometimes

 
district
 

afraid

 

discontented

 

disgrace


thrown

 

morning

 

summer

 

eighteen

 

senses

 
called
 

encouragement

 
facetiously
 

festivities

 

deserted