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he returns." "Ye'll tell him to his face?" "It is the only way." McCrae had risen. A remarkable transformation had come over the man, --he was reminiscent, at that moment, of some Covenanter ancestor going into battle. And his voice shook with excitement. "Ye may count on me, Mr. Hodder," he cried. "These many years I've waited, these many years I've seen what ye see now, but I was not the man. Aye, I've watched ye, since the day ye first set foot in this church. I knew what was going on inside of ye, because it was just that I felt myself. I hoped--I prayed ye might come to it." The sight of this taciturn Scotchman, moved in this way, had an extraordinary effect on Hodder himself, and his own emotion was so inexpressibly stirred that he kept silence a moment to control it. This proof of the truth of his theory in regard to McCrae he found overwhelming. "But you said nothing, McCrae," he began presently. "I felt all along that you knew what was wrong--if you had only spoken." "I could not," said McCrae. "I give ye my word I tried, but I just could not. Many's the time I wanted to--but I said to myself, when I looked at you, 'wait, it will come, much better than ye can say it.' And ye have made me see more than I saw, Mr. Hodder,--already ye have. Ye've got the whole thing in ye're eye, and I only had a part of it. It's because ye're the bigger man of the two." "You thought I'd come to it?" demanded Hodder, as though the full force of this insight had just struck him. "Well," said McCrae, "I hoped. It seemed, to look at ye, ye'r true nature--what was by rights inside of ye. That's the best explaining I can do. And I call to mind that time ye spoke about not making the men in the classes Christians--that was what started me to thinking." "And you asked me," returned the rector, "how welcome some of them would be in Mr. Parr's Pew." "Ah, it worried me," declared the assistant, with characteristic frankness, "to see how deep ye were getting in with him." Hodder did not reply to this. He had himself risen, and stood looking at McCrae, filled with a new thought. "There is one thing I should like to say to you--which is very difficult, McCrae, but I have no doubt you see the matter as clearly as I do. In making this fight, I have no one but myself to consider. I am a single man--" "Yell not need to go on," answered McCrae, with an odd mixture of sternness and gentleness in his voice. "I'll stand
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