h pain?" she asked.
She felt him tremble.
"No," he said; "it's only a spell--I've had 'em before. I--I can drive in
a few minutes."
"And do you think," she asked, "that I would allow you to go the rest of
the way alone?"
"I guess I ought to thank you for comin' with me," he said.
Victoria looked at him and smiled. And it was an illuminating smile for
her as well as for Hilary. Suddenly, by that strange power of sympathy
which the unselfish possess, she understood the man, understood Austen's
patience with him and affection for him. Suddenly she had pierced the
hard layers of the outer shell, and had heard the imprisoned spirit
crying with a small persistent voice,--a spirit stifled for many years
and starved--and yet it lived and struggled still.
Yes, and that spirit itself must have felt her own reaching out to it
--who can, say? And how it must have striven again for utterance--
"It was good of you to come," he said.
"It was only common humanity," she answered, touching the horse.
"Common humanity," he repeated. "You'd have done it for anybody along the
road, would you?"
At this remark, so characteristic of Hilary, Victoria, hesitated. She
understood it now. And yet she hesitated to give him an answer that was
hypocritical.
"I have known you all my life, Mr. Vane, and you are a very old friend of
my father's."
"Old," he repeated, "yes, that's it. I'm ready for the scrap-heap
--better have let me lie, Victoria."
Victoria started. A new surmise had occurred to her upon which she did
not like to dwell.
"You have worked too hard, Mr. Vane--you need a rest. And I have been
telling father that, too. You both need a rest."
He shook his head.
"I'll never get it," he said. "Stopping work won't give it to me."
She pondered on these words as she guided the horse over a crossing. And
all that Austen had said to her, all that she had been thinking of for a
year past, helped her to grasp their meaning. But she wondered still more
at the communion which, all at once, had been established between Hilary
Vane and herself, and why he was saying these things to her. It was all
so unreal and inexplicable.
"I can imagine that people who have worked hard all their lives must feel
that way," she answered, though her voice was not as steady as she could
have wished. "You--you have so much to live for."
Her colour rose. She was thinking of Austen--and she knew that Hilary
Vane knew that she was thin
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