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t of a certain lack of the sympathy on which he had counted. She sat silent, gazing searchingly at his face. "What's the matter?" he demanded. "You don't mean to say you agree with that kind of talk?" "I was wondering--" she began. "What?" "If you were--if you could really understand those who are driven to work in order to keep alive?" "Understand them! Why not?" he asked. "Because--because you're on top, you've always been successful, you're pretty much your own master--and that makes it different. I'm not blaming you--in your place I'd be the same, I'm sure. But this man, Siddons, made me think. I've lived like that, you see, I know what it is, in a way." "Not like these foreigners!" he protested. "Oh, almost as bad," she cried with vehemence, and Ditmar, stopped suddenly in his pacing as by a physical force, looked at her with the startled air of the male who has inadvertently touched off one of the many hidden springs in the feminine emotional mechanism. "How do you know what it is to live in a squalid, ugly street, in dark little rooms that smell of cooking, and not be able to have any of the finer, beautiful things in life? Unless you'd wanted these things as I've wanted them, you couldn't know. Oh, I can understand what it would feel like to strike, to wish to dynamite men like you!" "You can!" he exclaimed in amazement. "You!" "Yes, me. You don't understand these people, you couldn't feel sorry for them any more than you could feel sorry for me. You want them to run your mills for you, you don't want to know how they feel or how they live, and you just want me--for your pleasure." He was indeed momentarily taken aback by this taunt, which no woman in his experience had had the wit and spirit to fling at him, but he was not the type of man to be shocked by it. On the contrary, it swept away his irritation, and as a revelation of her inner moltenness stirred him to a fever heat as he approached and stood over her. "You little--panther!" he whispered. "You want beautiful things, do you? Well, I'll give 'em to you. I'll take care of you." "Do you think I want them from you?" she retorted, almost in tears. "Do you think I want anybody to take care of me? That shows how little you know me. I want to be independent, to do my work and pay for what I get." Janet herself was far from comprehending the complexity of her feelings. Ditmar had not apologized or feigned an altruism for which she
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