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return." She was still in her sheltering shadow, but upon Peter's end of the garden seat the moonlight, unchecked by the trees, streamed white and strong. She looked into his face, fully revealed to her now, and she realized, before he spoke, that he was going to refuse her sacrifice; she realized it because she saw in his face a deeper emotion for her than he had ever shown before. He loved her not enough--and yet too much!--to marry her. She saw that and was prepared for his next words. "To such a woman the man I have in mind could not give less than his best," he said. And there was no longer any question, any hesitancy in his tone. "To one so generous no man could be ungenerous--I should have known that! Perhaps," he went on, with a note of distress and apology, "perhaps such things should not be talked about. Perhaps it is--humiliating----" "To me the truth could never be humiliating," she answered, with quick reassurance. "Then it is best to speak it?" he pleaded, as if for self-justification. "Then it is best to speak it, after all? For it does make things--plain; it does show one the right, the decent course." "It's best to speak it," she assented kindly; and she held out her hand to him. He lifted her hand and kissed it. And when he spoke again, his voice faltered: "When a man knows a woman like you, Charlotte, he sees that happiness--or unhappiness--doesn't matter so much as he's thought. There are other things--better things--to live for. You've found them--and now I'm going to find them, too, my dear." So, for the second time that day, Peter went from a woman who loved him. The night and the stars and the flowers had done their best to quicken his pulses; to blur his vision of the truth; to blunt his sense of absolute, unswerving honor. But in the end Charlotte herself had defeated what the night was fain to do for her with its witchery; she had defeated the night's intents with her measureless honesty and generosity--to which Peter's own generosity and honesty could but respond. To use a woman like Charlotte as a barrier between himself and another woman was impossible to him. Neither for Sheila's safety, nor for any benefit to himself, could he do a thing so base. He recognized now that marriage with Charlotte--even without that utter love he had given to Sheila--might be a gracious, even a happy destiny for him. But having found her so ready to sacrifice herself, he could
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