into the courtyard. There the agricultural work of the forenoon was
actively going on. In the pond horses were being watered, quite shiny
in the sun. Harvest wagons rolled past, bright yellow against the blue
sky. The count turned carelessly toward his nephew, nodded to him, and
then immediately looked out of the window again.
"Good morning, Boris," he said; "you wanted to speak to me: very well,
be seated, please."
When Boris had seated himself, it was quite still in the room. He had
prepared so many big words to say, but here in this room before this
old man, whose thoughts seemed to be so far removed from all that
concerned Boris, nothing of what he had prepared now seemed to be in
keeping. "Is he really only interested in the passing harvest wagons,"
thought Boris, "or is he maliciously shamming!"
"How that lad yonder lies on top of the load of barley," the count now
began, "lolling for all the world like a king. He really has the
feeling of ownership now, even though not a straw belongs to him. He
has more feeling of ownership at this moment than I have here at my
window. Remarkable, isn't it?" He turned to Boris. As he noticed
the tense expression on the pale face, he raised his eyebrows a little
and remarked, "Oh, I remember, you wish to speak of yourself; I am
listening." Then he again looked out of the window.
"Yes, uncle," said Boris, and his voice sounded vexed and quarrelsome,
"I wanted to tell you that I ... I love Billy."
The count pulled at his cigar and then said slowly and with marked
nasal intonation,
"Certainly, that is comprehensible. That is natural. Perhaps many
another lad will have the same experience. Billy is an unusually pretty
young girl, and so young men fall in love with her; that has always
been the way of the world."
"But Billy loves me, too," Boris resolutely jerked out.
His uncle looked at him sharply out of his gray eyes; the face kept its
calm, only the nose seemed to grow still whiter: "My dear Boris, in my
youth we too used to fall in love with young girls, and at times we
doubtless said, 'I am in love with such or such a one,' but to say,
'This young girl is madly in love with me,'--that was not considered
good taste in those days."
Boris reddened, but he felt himself regaining his assurance, a certain
agreeable combativeness warmed his heart. He could actually once more
curl up his lips in that sad and proud smile, of which a lady had once
said to him: "That
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