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but there was one whom he had never conquered--one that held him in leading-strings, and was pulling him down to ruin and destruction. He must conquer himself. Richard had had such thoughts as these before, but they had never seemed so substantial as now. He felt the necessity of reforming his life and character--of conquering himself, his greatest enemy. As he looked upon his dissolute course, upon the events of the preceding night, and its fellow a week before, he was disgusted with himself, and wondered how he could so easily embrace his besetting sin. While he was engaged in these reflections, his sister Bertha entered his chamber. She had heard of the sentence, and she had come to comfort him. Her eyes were still red with weeping, for she had almost lost hope of the reform of her brother. "I have been trying to see you for the last two hours," said she, as she sat down by his side. "Don't cry any more, Berty," said he, with unwonted tenderness. "I will try not to do so, Richard. Father says you are going away to-morrow." "Yes, Berty, I suppose I am," replied he, with an appearance of resignation. "I shall miss you very much." "It will be a good miss--won't it?" "Why, Richard! You don't think so--do you?" "Well, I have been a kind of nuisance to you." "No, Richard; don't say that." "I have been in all sorts of scrapes." "I would a great deal rather have you stay at home, and--and----" "And be a good boy," added Richard. "That's what I mean, Richard." "Berty, I think I have sowed all my wild oats now." "I hope so." "I suppose I have been a very bad boy," said he, with a kind of deprecating smile, as though he did not believe more than one half he said. "It was all those bad boys you went with; if it hadn't been for them, you would have done very well. That Sandy Brimblecom hasn't done you any good." "I hope I haven't done him any hurt, Berty. I won't be mean, when I get into trouble. I don't think Sandy is any worse than I am. I don't know but that he is a little better. I suppose he and I must part company now." "It will be all for the best." "Berty, I am off to-morrow. I have given you a great deal of trouble. I mean to do better. I am going to turn over a new leaf." "O, I hope so, Richard!" "I mean so, this time." "I am so glad!" "Don't you think father will let me stay at home, if I do well?" "Perhaps he will." "I don't like the idea of being
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