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ult was, I fear I had a very discontented spirit--an unthankful, discontented spirit," he repeated, with sad retrospection. Something in his tone touched Ruth to the quick. "And now?" "I am content now." "Uncle John, tell me. How did you grow to feel content?" He saw there were tears in her eyes. "It took a long time," he said. "Anything that is worth knowing, Ruth, takes a long time to learn. I think I found in the end, my dear, that the only way was to put my whole heart into what I was doing," (Mr. Alwynn's voice was simple and earnest, as if he were imparting to Ruth a great discovery). "I had tried before, from time to time, of course, but never quite as hard as I might have done. That was where I failed. When I put myself on one side, and really settled down to do what I could for others, life became much simpler and happier." He turned his grave, patient eyes to Ruth's again. Was something troubling her? "I have often thought since then," he went on, speaking more to himself than to her, "that we should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if we find ourselves refusing to put the whole of it into our work. When at last one does start, one feels it is such a pity one did not do it earlier in life. When I look at all the young faces growing up around me, I often hope, Ruth, they won't waste as much time as I did." How simple it seemed while she listened to him; how easy, how natural, this life for others! She could not answer. One sentence of Mr. Alwynn's was knocking at the door of her heart for admission; was drowning with its loud beating the sound of all the rest: _"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ She and Mr. Alwynn walked on in silence; and after a time, always afraid of speaking much on the subject that was first in his own mind, he began to talk again on trivial matters, to tell her how he had met Dare that morning, and had promised on her behalf that she would sing at a little local concert which the Vandon school-master was getting up that week to defray the annual expense of the Vandon cricket club, and in which Dare was taking a vivid interest. "You won't mind singing, will you, Ruth?" asked Mr. Alwynn, wishing she would show a little more interest in Dare and his concert. "Oh no, of course not," rather hurriedly. "I should be glad to help in any way." "And I tho
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