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d and unscrewed the field-glass in his hand, looking bluntly at her the while. She nodded, returning his gaze most earnestly and choking back a sob. "Well, it's a pity, it's a pity," he replied. "We oughtn't to live together as it is. It's all wrong; it's wicked--I can see that now." "You are not angry with me?" she answered in surprise. "You can't help it, I suppose," he answered drearily. "Do you really mean," she breathlessly said, "that we might as well die together, since we can't live together and be happy?" "There's nothing in life that gives me a pleasant taste in the mouth, so what's the good? Mind you, my girl, I think it a terrible pity that you should have the thought to die; and if you could be happy living, I'd die myself to save you. But can you? That's the question--can you be happy, even if I went and you stayed?" "I don't think so," she said thoughtfully, and without excitement. "No, I don't think so." "The man's name was Cayley--Cayley," he said to her bluntly. "How did you know?" she asked, astonished. "You never saw him." "Oh, yes, I've seen him," was the reply--"seen him often. I knew him once." "I do not understand you," she rejoined. "I knew it all along," he continued, "and I've waited for you to tell me." "How did you know?" "Cayley told me." "When did he tell you?" "The morning that I married you." His voice was thick with misery. She became white and dazed. "Before--or after?" she asked. He paused a moment, looking steadily at her, and answered, "Before." She drew back as though she had been struck. "Good God!" she cried. "Why did he not--" she paused. "Why did he not marry you himself?" he rejoined. "You must ask him that yourself, if you do not know." "And yet you married me, knowing all--that he loved me," she gasped. "I would have married you then, knowing a thousand times that." She cowered, but presently advanced to him. "You have sinned as much as I," she said. "Do you dare pay the penalty?" "Do I dare ride with you to the cliff--and beyond?" Her lips framed a reply, but no sound came. "But we will wait till to-morrow," he said absently. "Why not to-day?" she painfully asked. "We will wait till to-morrow," he urged, and his eyes followed the trail of a horseman on the hill. "Why not while we have courage?" she persisted, as though the suspense hurt her. "But we will wait till to-morrow, Alice," he again repeated. "Ver
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