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flame--anger because of what she was doing to her only son. For Jim had changed; and it was love for this woman that had changed him--which had made of him the silent, listless man whose grey face haunted his mother's dreams. That he, dissipating all her hopes of him, had fallen in love with Palla Dumont was enough unhappiness, it seemed; but that this girl should have found it possible to refuse him--that seemed to Helen a monstrous thing. And even were Jim able to forget the girl and free himself from this exasperating unhappiness which almost maddened his mother, still she must always afterward remember with bitterness the girl who had rejected her only son. Not since Palla had telephoned on that unfortunate night had she or Helen ever mentioned Jim. The mother, expecting his obsession to wear itself out, had been only too glad to approve the rupture. But recently, at moments, her courage had weakened when, evening after evening, she had watched her son where he sat so silent, listless, his eyes dull and remote and the book forgotten on his knees. A steady resentment for all this change in her son possessed Helen, varied by flashes of impulse to seize Palla and shake her into comprehension of her responsibility--of her astounding stupidity, perhaps. Not that she wanted her for a daughter-in-law. She wanted Elorn. But now she was beginning to understand that it never would be Elorn Sharrow. And--save when the change in Jim worried her too deeply--she remained obstinately determined that he should not bring this girl into the Shotwell family. And the amazing paradox was revealed in the fact that Palla fascinated her; that she believed her to be as fine as she was perverse; as honest as she was beautiful; as spiritually chaste as she knew her to be mentally and bodily untainted by anything ignoble. This, and because Palla was the woman to whom her son's unhappiness was wholly due, combined to exercise an uncanny fascination on Helen, so that she experienced a constant and haunting desire to be near the girl, where she could see her and hear her voice. At moments, even, she experienced a vague desire to intervene--do something to mitigate Jim's misery--yet realising all the while she did not desire Palla to relent. * * * * * As for Palla, she was becoming too deeply worried over the darkening aspects of life to care what Helen thought, even if she had
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