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asked, astounded. "This morning. My housekeeper in Shadow Hill telephoned me that Mr. Pawling had killed himself, that the bank was closed, and that probably there was nothing left for those who had funds deposited there." "You knew that this morning?" he asked, amazed. "Yes." "And you--you still had courage to go to your Red Cross, to your canteen and Hostess House--to that horrible Red Flag Club--and face those beasts and make the--the perfectly magnificent speech you made!----" "Did--did _you_ hear it!" she faltered. "Every word." For a few moments she sat motionless and very white in her knowledge that this man had heard her confess her own conversion. Her brain whirled: she was striving to think steadily trying to find the right way to reassure him--to forestall any impulsive chivalry born of imaginary obligation. "Jim," she said in a colorless voice, "there are so many worse things than losing money. I think Mr. Pawling's suicide shocked me much more than the knowledge that I should be obliged to earn my own living like millions of other women. "Of course it scared me for a few minutes. I couldn't help that. But after I got over the first unpleasant--feeling, I concluded to go about my business in life until it came time for me to adjust myself to the scheme of things." She smiled without effort: "Besides, it's not really so bad. I have a house in Shadow Hill to which I can retreat when I sell this one; and with a tiny income from the sale of this house, and with what I can earn, I ought to be able to support myself very nicely." "So you--expect to sell?" "Yes, I must. Even if I sell my house and land in Connecticut I cannot afford this house any longer." "I see." She smiled, keeping her head and her courage high without apparent effort: "It's another job for you," she said lightly. "Will you be kind enough to put this house on your list?" "If you wish." "Thank you, Jim, I do indeed. And the sooner you can sell it for me the better." He said: "And the sooner you marry me the better, Palla." At that she flushed crimson and made a quick gesture as though to check him; but he went on: "I heard what you said to those filthy swine to-night. It was the pluckiest, most splendid thing I ever heard and saw. And I have seen battles. Some. But I never before saw a woman take her life in her hands and go all alone into a cage of the same dangerous, rabid beasts that had slain
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