subject of religious orders in
Russia, and Mrs. Shotwell asked her how it was that she came to begin
a novitiate in a country where Catholic orders had, she understood,
been forbidden permission to establish themselves in the realm of the
Greek church.
Palla explained in her sweet, colourless voice that the Czar had
permitted certain religious orders to establish themselves--very few,
however,--the number of nuns of all orders not exceeding five hundred.
Also she explained that they were forbidden to make converts from the
orthodox religion, which was why the Empress had sternly refused the
pleading of the little Grand Duchess.
"I do not think," added Palla, "that the Bolsheviki have left any
Catholic nuns in Russia, unless perhaps they have spared the Sisters
of Mercy. But I hear that non-cloistered orders like the Dominicans,
and cloistered orders such as the Carmelites and Ursulines have been
driven away.... I don't know whether this is true."
Mrs. Shotwell, her eyes on her flying needle, said casually: "Have you
never felt the desire to reconsider--to return to your novitiate?"
The girl, bending low over her work, drew a deep, still breath.
"Yes," she said, "it has occurred to me."
"Does it still appeal to you at times?"
The girl lifted her honest eyes: "In life there are moments when any
refuge appeals."
"Refuge from what?" asked Helen quietly.
Palla did not evade the question: "From the unkindness of life," she
said. "But I have concluded that such a motive for cloistered life is
a cowardly one."
"Was that your motive when you took the white veil?"
"No, not then.... It seemed to be an overwhelming need for service
and adoration.... It's strange how faiths change though need
remains."
"You still feel that need?"
"Of course," said the girl simply.
"I see. Your clubs and other service give you what you require to
satisfy you and make you happy and contented."
As Palla made no reply, Helen glanced at her askance; and caught a
fleeting glimpse of tragedy in this girl's still face--the face of a
cloistered nun burnt white--purged utterly of all save the mystic
passion of the spirit.
The face altered immediately, and colour came into it; and her slender
hands were steady as she turned her bandage and cut off the thread.
What thoughts concerning this girl were in her mind, Helen could
neither entirely comprehend nor analyse. At moments a hot hatred for
the girl passed over her like
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