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subject of religious orders in Russia, and Mrs. Shotwell asked her how it was that she came to begin a novitiate in a country where Catholic orders had, she understood, been forbidden permission to establish themselves in the realm of the Greek church. Palla explained in her sweet, colourless voice that the Czar had permitted certain religious orders to establish themselves--very few, however,--the number of nuns of all orders not exceeding five hundred. Also she explained that they were forbidden to make converts from the orthodox religion, which was why the Empress had sternly refused the pleading of the little Grand Duchess. "I do not think," added Palla, "that the Bolsheviki have left any Catholic nuns in Russia, unless perhaps they have spared the Sisters of Mercy. But I hear that non-cloistered orders like the Dominicans, and cloistered orders such as the Carmelites and Ursulines have been driven away.... I don't know whether this is true." Mrs. Shotwell, her eyes on her flying needle, said casually: "Have you never felt the desire to reconsider--to return to your novitiate?" The girl, bending low over her work, drew a deep, still breath. "Yes," she said, "it has occurred to me." "Does it still appeal to you at times?" The girl lifted her honest eyes: "In life there are moments when any refuge appeals." "Refuge from what?" asked Helen quietly. Palla did not evade the question: "From the unkindness of life," she said. "But I have concluded that such a motive for cloistered life is a cowardly one." "Was that your motive when you took the white veil?" "No, not then.... It seemed to be an overwhelming need for service and adoration.... It's strange how faiths change though need remains." "You still feel that need?" "Of course," said the girl simply. "I see. Your clubs and other service give you what you require to satisfy you and make you happy and contented." As Palla made no reply, Helen glanced at her askance; and caught a fleeting glimpse of tragedy in this girl's still face--the face of a cloistered nun burnt white--purged utterly of all save the mystic passion of the spirit. The face altered immediately, and colour came into it; and her slender hands were steady as she turned her bandage and cut off the thread. What thoughts concerning this girl were in her mind, Helen could neither entirely comprehend nor analyse. At moments a hot hatred for the girl passed over her like
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