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hich it behoved him so often to ask for himself? This was the question which Bertram was now forced to put to himself. And that other question, which he could now answer but in one way. Had he then been the cause of his own shipwreck? Had he driven his own bark on the rocks while the open channel was there clear before him? Had she not now assured him of her love, though no word of tenderness had passed her lips? And whose doing had it been? Yes, certainly; it had been his own doing. The conviction which thus came upon him did not add much to his comfort. There was but little consolation to him now in the assurance that she had loved, and did love him. He had hitherto felt himself to be an injured man; but now he had to feel that he himself had committed the injury. "Whose doing has it been? You--you in your pride, could forgive nothing!" These words rang in his ears; his memory repeated to him hourly the tone in which they had been spoken. She had accused him of destroying all her hopes for this world--and he had answered not a word to the accusation. On the morning after that ball at Mrs. Madden's, Sir Henry came into his wife's room while she was still dressing. "By-the-by," said he, "I saw you at Mrs. Madden's last night." "Yes; I perceived that you were there for a moment," Caroline answered. "You were dancing. I don't know that I ever saw you dancing before." "I have not done so since I was married. In former days I used to be fond of it." "Ah, yes; when you were at Littlebath. It did not much matter then what you did in that way; but--" "Does it matter more now, Sir Henry?" "Well, if it would entail no great regret, I would rather that you did not dance. It is all very nice for girls." "You do not mean to say that married women--" "I do not mean to say anything of the kind. One man has one idea, and another another. Some women also are not placed in so conspicuous a position as you are." "Why did you not tell me your wishes before?" "It did not occur to me. I did not think it probable that you would dance. May I understand that you will give it up?" "As you direct me to do so, of course I shall." "Direct! I do not direct, I only request." "It is the same thing, exactly. I will not dance again. I should have felt the prohibition less had I been aware of your wishes before I had offended." "Well, if you choose to take it in that light, I cannot help it. Good-morning. I shall no
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