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very poor arguments which she had used in trying to convince herself that she was still free if she wished to claim her freedom. Though he had been constantly with Alice during the last three days, he had not hitherto said anything as to the day of their marriage. He had been constantly with her alone, sitting for hours in that ugly green drawing-room, but he had never touched the subject. He had told her much of Switzerland, which she had never yet seen but which he knew well. He had told her much of his garden and house, whither she had once gone with her father, whilst paying a visit nominally to the colleges at Cambridge. And he had talked of various matters, matters bearing in no immediate way upon his own or her affairs; for Mr Grey was a man who knew well how to make words pleasant; but previous to this last moment he had said nothing on that subject on which he was so intent. "Well, Alice," he said, when the last hour had come, "and about that question of home affairs?" "Let us finish off the foreign affairs first." "We have finished them; haven't we?" "Finished them! why we haven't started yet." "No; you haven't started. But we've had the discussion. Is there any reason why you'd rather not have this thing settled." "No; no special reason." "Then why not let it be fixed? Do you fear coming to me as my wife?" "No." "I cannot think that you repent your goodness to me." "No; I don't repent it;--what you call my goodness? I love you too entirely for that." "My darling!" And now he passed his arm round her waist as they stood near the empty fireplace. "And if you love me--" "I do love you." "Then why should you not wish to come to me?" "I do wish it. I think I wish it." "But, Alice, you must have wished it altogether when you consented to be my wife." "A person may wish for a thing altogether, and yet not wish for it instantly." "Instantly! Come; I have not been hard on you. This is still June. Will you say the middle of September, and we shall still be in time for warm pleasant days among the lakes? Is that asking for too much?" "It is not asking for anything." "Nay, but it is, love. Grant it, and I will swear that you have granted me everything." She was silent, having things to say but not knowing in what words to put them. Now that he was with her she could not say the things which she had told herself that she would utter to him. She could not bring herself to hi
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