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ut George Vavasor, or he would not have been so idolized by such a girl as his sister Kate. Early in the present spring, before the arrangements for the Swiss journey were made, George Vavasor had spoken to Alice about that intended marriage which had been broken off by the lady's death. He was sitting one evening with his cousin in the drawing-room in Queen Anne Street, waiting for Kate, who was to join him there before going to some party. I wonder whether Kate had had a hint from her brother to be late! At any rate, the two were together for an hour, and the talk had been all about himself. He had congratulated her on her engagement with Mr Grey, which had just become known to him, and had then spoken of his own last intended marriage. "I grieved for her," he said, "greatly." "I'm sure you did, George." "Yes, I did;--for her, herself. Of course the world has given me credit for lamenting the loss of her money. But the truth is, that as regards both herself and her money, it is much better for me that we were never married." "Do you mean even though she should have lived?" "Yes;--even had she lived." "And why so? If you liked her, her money was surely no drawback." "No; not if I had liked her." "And did you not like her?" "No." "Oh, George!" "I did not love her as a man should love his wife, if you mean that. As for my liking her, I did like her. I liked her very much." "But you would have loved her?" "I don't know. I don't find that task of loving so very easy. It might have been that I should have learned to hate her." "If so, it is better for you, and better for her, that she has gone." "It is better. I am sure of it. And yet I grieve for her, and in thinking of her I almost feel as though I were guilty of her death." "But she never suspected that you did not love her?" "Oh no. But she was not given to think much of such things. She took all that for granted. Poor girl! she is at rest now, and her money has gone, where it should go, among her own relatives." "Yes; with such feelings as yours are about her, her money would have been a burden to you." "I would not have taken it. I hope, at least, that I would not have taken it. Money is a sore temptation, especially to a poor man like me. It is well for me that the trial did not come in my way." "But you are not such a very poor man now, are you, George? I thought your business was a good one." "It is, and I have no
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