affections with an
energy and vividness which he had never experienced before, in the
deepest of the many reveries in which they had been presented to his
fancy. Mr Rathbone understood his feelings, and so little doubted of
being able to obtain this favour, that he tried to work up still more
the ecstasy of hope which he had excited. "I have no doubt Mr Gardiner
will spare you, Charles: you can be off by to-morrow night's coach."
But Charles had not so far forgotten common things in his joy, as to be
unmindful that Jane would lose half the pleasure of his visit, if it was
paid while she was engaged for the greater part of the day with her
pupils. He knew that she was to have a fortnight's holiday at
Midsummer, and he felt that it would be but justice to her, and the best
economy of pleasure for himself, to defer his visit till that time, if
possible. He did long, to be sure, to be off at once, and to take them
by surprise, and he was afraid the intervening month would appear
dreadfully long; but he felt that this was childish. He stated the case
to Mr Rathbone, and begged that the request might be for the last week
of June and the first of July.
He was much surprised to see a dark cloud pass over Mr Rathbone's brow
while this explanation was being made: he could not believe it caused by
any thing he had said, and therefore took no notice of it. The reply
was, "It is not likely, _Sir_, that Mr Gardiner should let you choose
your own time. I will mention it, however, and see what he says. I
suppose you will not refuse to go now, if you cannot be spared
afterwards?"
Poor Charles said what he thought best; but he was so astonished and
grieved to have given offence, that his words did not come very readily.
He tried in vain to forget Mr Rathbone's look and words; but, in spite
of himself, he could not help endeavouring to account for what was
unaccountable, and watching his benefactor's looks with intense anxiety.
The coldness passed off, and Mr Rathbone dismissed Charles with his
usual kindness. Mrs Rathbone desired him not to trouble himself to
call, if he should go the next night; but that, if his departure should
be delayed for a month, she should wish to see him again. He would find
her at home any morning before one o'clock.
The next day, about noon, Charles received a note, the contents of which
were as follows.
"Dear Charles,--
"I have called on Mr Gardiner this morning, and he grants you
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