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stion. Already the time had come when formalities had dropped away and people did not ask for trivial explanations. The pace of events had become too rapid. "There are a lot of chances when a man goes out--that he won't come back," he said, still standing after she had taken a place in the window-seat he guided her to. "There are not as many as one's friends can't help thinking--but there are enough to make him feel he'd like to leave things straight when he goes. What I want you to let me say is, that the minute I had made a fool of myself the night of the dance, I knew what an ass I had been and I was ready to grovel." Robin's lifted face was quite gentle. Suddenly she was thinking self-reproachingly, "Oh, poor boy--poor boy!" "I flew into a temper and would not let you," she answered him. "It _was_ temper--but there were things you didn't know. It was not your fault that you didn't." The square, good-natured face flushed with relief, and George's voice became even slightly unsteady. "That's kind of you," he said, "it's _kind_ and I'm jolly grateful. Things mean a lot just now--with all one's people in such a state and trying so pluckily to hide it. I just wanted to make sure that you knew that _I_ knew that the thing only happened because I was a silly idiot and for no other reason. You will believe me, won't you, and won't remember it if you ever remember me?" "I shall remember you--and it is as if--that had never happened at all." She put out, as she got up, such a kind hand that he grasped it almost joyously. "You have made it awfully easy for me. Thank you, Miss Lawless." He hesitated a second and then dropped his voice. "I wonder if I dare--I wonder if it would be cheek--and impudence if I said something else?" "Scarcely anything seems cheek or impudence now," Robin answered with simple sadness. "Nothing ordinary seems to matter because _everything_ is of so much importance." "I feel as if what I wanted to say was one of the things that _are_ important. I don't know what--older people--or safe ones--would think about it, but--" He broke off and began again. "To _us_ young ones who are facing-- It's the only big thing that's left us--in our bit of the present. We can only be sure of to-day--" "Yes--yes," Robin cried out low. "Only to-day--just to-day." She even panted a little and George, looking into her eyes, knew that he might say anything, because for a reason she was one of the girls who
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