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ure of their meetings--though they themselves had not marked it--had been that they had never talked of the future. It had been as though there were no future. To live perfectly through the few hours--even for the one hour or half hour they could snatch--was all that they could plan and hope for. Could they meet to-morrow in this place or that? When they met were they quite safe and blissfully alone? The spectre had always been waiting and they had always been trying to forget it. Each meeting had seemed so brief and crowded and breathlessly sweet. Only a boy and a girl could have so lost sight of all but their hour and perhaps also only this boy and girl, because their hour had struck at a time when all futures seemed to hold only chances that at any moment might come to an end. "Do you hear my heart beat? There is no time--no time!" these two things had been the beginning, the middle and the end. Sometimes Robin went and sat in the Gardens and one day in coming out she met her mother whom she had not seen for months. Feather had been exultingly gay and fashionably patriotic and she was walking round the corner to a meeting to be held at her club. The khaki colouring of her coat and brief skirt and cap added to their military air with pipings and cords and a small upright feather of scarlet. She wore a badge and a jewelled pin or so. She was about to pass Robin unrecognised but took a second glance at her and stopped. "I didn't know you," she exclaimed. "What is the matter?" "Nothing--thank you," Robin answered pausing. "Something _is_! You are losing your looks. Is your mistress working you to death?" "The Duchess is very kind indeed. She is most careful that I don't do too much. I like my work more every day." Feather took her in with a sharp scrutinising. She seemed to look her over from her hat to her shoes before she broke into her queer little critical laugh. "Well, I can't congratulate her on the result. You are thin. You've lost your colour and your mouth is beginning to drag at the corners." And she nodded and marched away, the high heels of her beautiful small brown boots striking the pavement with a military click. As she had dressed in the morning Robin had wondered if she was mistaken in thinking that the awful nights had made her look different. If there had been letters to read--even a few lines such as are all a soldier may write--to read over and over again, to hide in her breas
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