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cially lovely specimen of the somewhat unreal young being with whom great agonies and terrors had but little to do. On a day when the Duchess had a cold and was obliged to remain in her room Robin was with her, writing and making notes of instruction at her bedside. In the afternoon a cold and watery sun making its way through the window threw a chill light on her as she drew near with some papers in her hand. It was the revealing of this light which made the Duchess look at her curiously. "You are not quite as blooming as you were, my child," she said. "About two months ago you were particularly blooming. Lady Lothwell and Lord Coombe and several other people noticed it. You have not been taking your walks as regularly as you did. Let me look at you." She took her hand and drew her nearer. "No. This will not do." Robin stood very still. "How could _any_ one be blooming!" broke from her. "You are thinking about things in the night again," said the Duchess. "Yes," said Robin. "Every night. Sometimes all night." The Duchess watched her anxiously. "It's so--lonely!" There was a hint of hysteric breakdown in the exclamation. "How can I--_bear_ it!" She turned and went back to her writing table and there she sat down and hid her face, trembling in an extraordinary way. "You are as unhappy as that?" said the Duchess. "And you are _lonely_?" "All the world is lonely," Robin cried--not weeping, only shaking. "Everything is left to itself to suffer. God has gone away." The Duchess trembled a little herself. She too had hideously felt something like the same thing at times of late. But this soft shaking thing--! There shot into her mind like a bolt a sudden thought. Was this something less inevitable--something more personal? She wondered what would be best to say. "Even older people lose their nerve sometimes," she decided on at last. "When you said that work was the greatest help you were right. Work--and as much sleep as one can get, and walking and fresh air. And we must help each other--old and young. I want you to help _me_, child. I need you." Robin stood up and steadied herself somehow. She took up a letter in a hand not yet quite still. "Please need me," she said. "Please let me do everything--anything--and never stop. If I never stop in the day time perhaps I shall sleep better at night." As there came surging in day by day bitter and cruel waves of war news--stories of slaughter by la
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