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whole time between the business of state and the duties of religion. Dunstan was absent at Glastonbury, but other ecclesiastics thronged the palace, and there were few, save the guilty boys and Redwald, who seemed uninfluenced by the solemn commemoration. But it must not be supposed that Elfric was wholly uninfluenced: after the preaching of the Passion by a poor simple monk on Good Friday, he retired to his own little room, where he wept as if his heart would break. Had Dunstan been then in town, the whole story would have been told, and much misery saved, for Elfric felt he could trust him if he could trust anybody; but unhappily Dunstan was, as we have seen, keeping Passiontide at his abbey. Still, Elfric felt he must tell all, and submit to the advice and penance which might be imposed; and as he sat weeping over his sin that Good Friday night, with the thought that he might find pardon and peace through the Great Sacrifice so touchingly pleaded that day, he felt that the first step to amendment must lie in a full and frank confession of all; he knew he should grievously offend Edwy, and that he should lose the favour of his future king, but he could not help it. "Why, oh why did I leave Aescendune, dear Aescendune?--fool that I was --I will go back." And a sweet desire of home and kindred rose up before him--of his father's loving welcome, his fond mother's chaste kiss, and of the dear old woods and waters--the hallowed associations of his home life. He rose up to seek Father Benedict, determined to enter upon the path of peace at any cost, when Edwy entered. He did not see in the gathering darkness the traces of emotion visible on poor Elfric's countenance, and he began in his usual careless way-- "How are you, Elfric, my boy; glad Lent is nearly over? What a dismal time that wretched monk preached this morning!" "Edwy, I am utterly miserable: I must tell all; I cannot live like this any longer." "What a burst of penitence! go to confession; to be sure it looks well, and if one can only manage to get out a few tears they account him a saint; tell me the receipt." "But, Edwy, I must tell all!" "Not if you are wise." "Why not? It is all in secrecy." "No it is not; you will be required as a penance to go and tell the king all that we have done; you may do so, and I will manage to represent matters so as to throw the whole blame on you; you will be sent home in disgrace." Poor Elfric hu
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