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know," Beulah said; "perhaps he has. I hadn't thought of it that way." "It's the way to think of it, I know." Margaret's eyes filled with sudden tears. "But whatever he's done it's past mending now. There'll be no question of Peter's backing out of a bargain--bad or good, and our poor little kiddie's got to suffer." "Beulah took it hard," Gertrude commented, as they turned up-town again after dropping their friend at her door. The two girls were spending the night together at Margaret's. "I wonder on what grounds. I think besides being devoted to Eleanor, she feels terrifically responsible for her. She isn't quite herself again either." "She is almost, thanks to Peter." "But--oh! I can't pretend to think of anything else,--who--who--who--are our boys going to marry?" "I don't know, Gertrude." "But you care?" "It's a blow." "I always thought that you and David--" Margaret met her eyes bravely but she did not answer the implicit question. "I always thought that you and Jimmie--" she said presently. "Oh! Gertrude, you would have been so good for him." "Oh! it's all over now," Gertrude said, "but I didn't know that a living soul suspected me." "I've known for a long time." "Are you really hurt, dear?" Gertrude whispered as they clung to each other. "Not really. It could have been--that's all. He could have made me care. I've never seen any one else whom I thought that of. I--I was so used to him." "That's the rub," Gertrude said, "we're so used to them. They're so--so preposterously necessary to us." Late that night clasped in each other's arms they admitted the extent of their desolation. Life had been robbed of a magic,--a mystery. The solid friendship of years of mutual trust and understanding was the background of so much lovely folly, so many unrealized possibilities, so many nebulous desires and dreams that the sudden dissolution of their circle was an unthinkable calamity. "We ought to have put out our hands and taken them if we wanted them," Gertrude said, out of the darkness. "Other women do. Probably these other women have. Men are helpless creatures. They need to be firmly turned in the right direction instead of being given their heads. We've been too good to our boys. We ought to have snitched them." "I wouldn't pay that price for love," Margaret said. "I couldn't. By the time I had made it happen I wouldn't want it." "That's my trouble too," Gertrude said. Then sh
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