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. Try and spread them, make current coin of them, and they vanished like fairy gold. 'So only the artist may be happy?' 'The artist is never happy!' he said, roughly. 'But the few people who appreciate him and rob him, enjoy themselves. By the way, I took one of your ideas this morning, and made a sketch of it. I haven't noted a composition of any sort for weeks--except for this beastly play. It came to me while we talked.' 'Ah!' Her face, turned to him, received the news with a shrinking pleasure. He developed his idea before her, drawing it on the air with his stick, or on the sand of the alleys where the arching trees overhead seemed still to hold a golden twilight captive. The picture was to represent that fine metal-worker of the _ancien regime_ who, when the Revolution came, took his ragged children with him and went to the palace which contained his work--work for which he had never been paid--and hammered it to pieces. Fenwick talked himself at last into something like enthusiasm; and Eugenie listened to him with a pitiful eagerness, only anxious to lead him on, to put this friendship, and the pure sympathy and compassion of her feeling for him, between her and the ugly memory which hovered round her like a demon thing. These dreams of the intellect and of art, as they gradually rose and took shape between them, were so infinitely welcome! Clean, blameless, strengthening--they put the ghosts to flight, they gave her back herself. 'Oh, you must paint it!' she said--'you must.' He stopped, and walked on abruptly. Then she pressed him to promise her a time and date. It must be ready for a new gallery, and a distinguished exhibition, just about to open. He shook his head. 'I probably shan't care about it to-morrow.' She protested. 'Just now you were so keen!' He hesitated--then blurted out--'Because I was talking to you! When you're not there--I know very well--I shall fall back to where I was before.' She tried to laugh at him for a too dependent friend, who must always be fed on sugar-plums of praise; but the silence with which he met her, checked her. It was too full of emotion; and she ran away from it. She ran, however, in vain. They reached the end of the lake, and went to look at the mouldering statue of Louis Quatorze at its further end--fantastic work of the great Bernini--Louis on a vast, curly-maned beast, with flames bursting round him--flung out into the wilderness and
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