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th mine. I think I never saw her but twice. She manifested her existence sometimes by complaining of the romping of the children overhead, who called her the "bonne femme." Why they gave her the name I don't know; for she seemed to have no human ties in the world, and wasted her affections on a private menagerie of parrots, canaries, and poodle-dogs. A few shocks of the electric telegraph might have raised her out of her desert island, and given her some glimpses of the great continents of human love and sympathy. A man who lives for himself alone sits on a sort of insulated glass stool, with a _noli-me-tangere_ look at his fellow-men, and a shivering dread of some electric shock from contact with them. He is a non-conductor in relation to the great magnetic currents which run pulsing along the invisible wires that connect one heart with another. Preachers, philanthropists, and moralists are in the habit of saying of such a person,--"How cold! how selfish! how unchristian!" I sometimes fancy a citizen of the planet Venus, that social star of evening and morning, might say,--"How absurd!" What a figure he cuts there, sitting in solitary state upon his glass tripod,--in the middle of a crowd of excited fellow-beings, hurried to and fro by their passions and sympathies,--like an awkward country-bumpkin caught in the midst of a gay crowd of polkers and waltzers at a ball,--or an oyster bedded on a rock, with silver fishes playing rapid games of hide and seek, love and hate, in the clear briny depths above and beneath! If the angels ever look out of their sphere of intense spiritual realities to indulge in a laugh, methinks such a lonely tripod-sitter, cased over with his invulnerable, non-conducting cloak and hood,--shrinking, dodging, or bracing himself up on the defensive, as the crowd fans him with its rush or jostles up against him,--like the man who fancied himself a teapot, and was forever warning people not to come too near him,--might furnish a subject for a planetary joke not unworthy of translation into the language of our dim earth. One need not be a lonely bachelor, nor a lonely spinster, in order to live alone. The loneliest are those who mingle with men bodily and yet have no contact with them spiritually. There is no desert solitude equal to that of a crowded city where you have no sympathies. I might here quote Paris again, in illustration,--or, indeed, any foreign city. A friend of mine had an _atelier_
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