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use she has less to occupy her than a man has. You have no idea how busy I have been during this long year in which you have forgotten me. Among other things I have been busy growing. I am taller by two inches than when last I saw you. Please be impressed by my five feet eight inches. Also, I am happy. The greatest happiness in the world is to have the opportunity to learn about that same world. I am happy because I now have that opportunity. During these many months since I wrote to you I have learned a little French; I read some, write some, understand pretty well, and speak a little. What a pleasure, _mon ami_! Piano and vocal music, too, occupy me; I love both, and I am told encouraging things. But best and most delightful of all I am learning to draw and compose and paint from life in the Academie Julian! Think of it! It is difficult, it is absorbing, it requires energy, persistence, self-denial; but it is fascinating, satisfying, glorious. Also, it is very trying, _mon ami_; and I descend into depths of despair and I presently soar up out of those depressing depths into intoxicating altitudes of aspiration and self-confidence. You yourself know how it is, of course. At the criticism today I was lifted to the seventh heaven. "_Pas mal_," he said; "_continuez, mademoiselle_." Which is wonderful for him. Also my weekly sketch was chosen from among all the others, and I was given number one. That means my choice of _tabourets_ on Monday morning, _voyez vous_? So do you wonder that I came home with Suzanne, walking on air, and that as soon as _dejeuner_ was finished I flew in here to write to you about it? Suzanne is our maid--the maid of Princess Naia, of course--who walks to and from school with me. I didn't wish her to follow me about at first, but the Princess insisted, and I'm resigned to it now. The Princess Mistchenka is such a darling! I owe her more than I owe anybody except mother and father. She simply took me as I was, a young, stupid, ignorant, awkward country girl with no experience, no _savoir-faire_, no clothes, and even no knowledge of how to wear them; and she is trying to make out of me a fairly intelligent and presentable human being who will not offend her by _gaucheries_ when with her, and who will not disgrace her when in the circle of her friends. Oh, of course I still make a _faux pas_ now and then, _mon ami_; there are dreadful pitfalls in the French language into which I
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