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my eye if I am to suffer torment once more? A sense of forsakenness held me. Perhaps I dozed, because I was worn out, when suddenly I was conscious of a closing door, and opening my eye, I saw that Alathea stood before me. A log fell and blazed brightly, and I could see that her face was greatly moved. "I am so sorry if you have been anxious.--Burton says you have. I would have been back earlier but I was caught in the crowd." I reached out and turned on the lamp near me, and when she saw my eye and leg, she fell upon her knees at my side. "Oh! Nicholas," she cried brokenly, and I put out my hand and took her hand. * * * * * What a thing is joy! My heart beat madly, the blood rushed in my veins. What was that noise I heard in my ear beyond the shouting in the street? Was it the cooing which used to haunt my dreams? Yes it was. And Alathea's voice was murmuring in French: "_Pardon, pardon, j' etais si bien ingrate--Pardonnez moi--Hein?_" I wanted to whisper: "Darling you have returned,--nothing matters any more," but I controlled myself. She must finally surrender first! Then she sprang to her feet and stood back to look at me. I rose too and there towered above her. "Oh, I am so glad, so glad," she said tremulously. "How wonderful,--how miraculous!--It is for this great day!" "I thought that you had left me altogether." I was a little breathless, "I was so very sad." Now she looked down. "Nicholas," (how I loved to hear her pronounce my name) "Nicholas, I have heard from my mother of your great generosity. You had helped us without ever telling me, and then paid again to stop my mother's anxiety, and again to stop mine. Oh! I am ashamed,--humbled, that I have been as I have been to you, forgive me, forgive me, I ask you to from my heart." "I have nothing to forgive child. Come let us sit down and talk everything over," and I sank into the sofa and she came beside me. She would not look at me, however, but her little face was gentle and shy. "I cannot understand though why you did all that. I cannot understand anything about it all.--You do not love me.--You only wanted me for your secretary, and yet you paid over a hundred thousand francs! The generosity is great." I gazed and gazed at her. "And you hate me," I said as coolly as I could "and let me buy you, so that you could save your family.--Your sacrifice was immense." Suddenly she loo
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