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the fire from the box which it is kept in on a table near. She had seen Burton do this no doubt. I love the smell of cedar burning. Then she came back and poured out the tea and we both drank it silently. The room looked so comfortable and home like, with its panelling of old pitch pine, cleaned of its paint and mellowed and waxed, so that it seems like deep amber, showing up the greyish pear-wood carvings. One might have been in some room in old England of about 1699. Everything looked the setting for a love scene. The glowing lamps, apricot shaded, and the firelight, and the yellow roses everywhere, and two human beings who belonged to one another and were young, and not cold of nature, sitting there with faces of stone, and in each one's heart bitterness. Again I laughed aloud. The mocking sound seemed to disturb my bride. She allowed her tea cup to rattle as she put it down nervously. "Would you like me to read to you," she asked icily. And I said "Yes." And presently her beautiful cultivated voice was flowing along. It was an article in the _Saturday Review_ she had picked up, and I did not take in what it was about. I was gazing into the glowing logs, and trying to see visions, and gain any inspiration of how to find a way out of this tangle of false impression. I must wait and see, and endeavor when we get more accustomed to one another--somehow to let Alathea know the truth. When she finished the pages she stopped. "I think he is quite right," she said, but I had not heard what the argument was, so I could only say "Yes!" "Will it interest you going to England?" I then asked. "I dare say." "I have a place there you know. Shall you care to live in it after the war is over?" "I believe it is the duty of people to live in their homes if they have inherited them as a trust." "And I can always count upon you to do your duty." "I hope so." Then I exerted myself and talked to her about politics and what were my views and aims. She entered into this stiffly, and so an hour passed, but all the time I could feel that her inner self was disturbed, and more resentful and rebellious than ever. We had been two puppets making conversation all the time, neither had said anything naturally. At last the pretense ended, and we went to our separate rooms to dress for dinner. Burton had returned by now, and I told him of the detestable thing which had happened, at which he was much concerned.
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