," said
Endymion; "but I am not without hopes of making some arrangement."
"Well, you must tell me what your colours are."
"And will you wear them?"
"Most certainly; and I will work you a banner if you be victorious."
"I think I must win with such a prospect."
"I hope you will win in everything."
When the ladies retired, Berengaria came and sate by the side of Lady
Roehampton.
"What a dreary dinner!" she said.
"Do you think so?"
"Well, perhaps it was my own fault. Perhaps I am not in good cue, but
everything seems to me to go wrong."
"Things sometimes do go wrong, but then they get right."
"Well, I do not think anything will ever get right with me."
"Dear Lady Montfort, how can you say such things? You who have, and have
always had, the world at your feet--and always will have."
"I do not know what you mean by having the world at my feet. It seems
to me that I have no power whatever--I can do nothing. I am vexed about
this business of your brother. Our people are so stupid. They have no
resource. When I go to them and ask for a seat, I expect a seat, as I
would a shawl at Howell and James' if I asked for one. Instead of that
they only make difficulties. What our party wants is a Mr. Tadpole; he
out-manoeuvres them in every corner."
"Well, I shall be deeply disappointed--deeply pained," said Lady
Roehampton, "if Endymion is not in this parliament, but if we fail I
will not utterly despair. I will continue to do what I have done all my
life, exert my utmost will and power to advance him."
"I thought I had will and power," said Lady Montfort, "but the conceit
is taken out of me. Your brother was to me a source of great interest,
from the first moment that I knew him. His future was an object in life,
and I thought I could mould it. What a mistake! Instead of making his
fortune I have only dissipated his life."
"You have been to him the kindest and the most valuable of friends, and
he feels it."
"It is no use being kind, and I am valuable to no one. I often think if
I disappeared to-morrow no one would miss me."
"You are in a morbid mood, dear lady. To-morrow perhaps everything will
be right, and then you will feel that you are surrounded by devoted
friends, and by a husband who adores you."
Lady Montfort gave a scrutinising glance at Lady Roehampton as she said
this, then shook her head. "Ah! there it is, dear Myra. You judge from
your own happiness; you do not know Lord Montfort.
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