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ised his shoulders just perceptibly. "I reproach myself with having allowed you to be so much alone. It must have been awfully dull for you." "It was a little dull," Helen said, still gently. "I ought to have begged you to ask some of the people you know in Naples to come here. It was stupid of me not to think of it. I need not have seen them, neither need they have seen me." He looked at her steadily again, as though trying to fix her image in his memory. "Yes, it was stupid of me," he repeated absently. "But I have got into churlish, bachelor habits--that can hardly be helped, living alone, or on board ship, as I do--and I have pretty well forgotten how to provide adequately for the entertainment of a guest." "Oh! I have had that which I wanted, that which I came for," Helen answered, very charmingly,--"had it in part, at all events. Though I could have put up with just a little more of it, Dickie, perhaps." "I warned you, if you remember, that opportunities of amusement--as that word is generally understood--would be limited." "Amusement?" she exclaimed, with an almost tragic inflection of contempt. "Oh yes!" he said, "amusement is not to be despised. I'd give all I am worth, half my time, to be amused--but that again, like hospitality, is rather a lost art with me. You remember, I warned you life at the villa in these days was not precisely hilarious." Helen clapped her hands together. "Ah! you are wilfully obtuse, you are wilfully, cruelly pigheaded!" she cried. "Pardon me, dear Richard, but your attitude is enough to exasperate a saint. And I am no saint as yet. I am still human--radically, for my own peace of mind lamentably, human. I am only too capable of being grieved, humiliated, hurt. But there, it is folly to say such things to you! You are hopelessly insensible to all that. So I take refuge in quoting your own words of this morning against you--that no explanation is lucid if the hearer refuses to accept it." "I am dull, no doubt, but honestly I fail to see how that remark of mine can be held to apply in the present case." "It applies quite desolatingly well!" Helen declared, with spirit. Then her manner softened into a seductiveness of forgiveness once again.--"And so, dear Richard, I am glad that I had already determined to leave here to-morrow. It would have been a little too wretched to arrive at that determination after this conversation. You must go alone to hear your old f
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