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dinary, every- day reason could explain the extraordinary happenings of this afternoon! She was so stunned and bewildered that she forgot to watch the effect of the great synopsis on the Editor-in-chief, and so missed a delightful study in expressions, as The Duck's irritation gave place to smiles and dimpling spasms of amusement. It was only after she had finished the reading (after all the labour of production what a short time it took to read), and had asked a word of explanation, that Dreda seemed suddenly galvanised into fresh life, but as usual with her, when the awakening came, it came with a vengeance. She leapt to her feet, and disregarding the question, launched her thunderbolt with dramatic vehemence. "Miss Drake, I wish to resign being editor." "Do you, Etheldreda? Why?" The voice was so calm, Miss Drake's whole manner so devoid of surprise or chagrin, that Dreda felt as if a douche of cold water had been suddenly poured down her back. No kindly protests, no encouragement, no sympathy. Nothing but that cool, level "_Why_?" She stood gaping and hesitating, for in truth it was hard to answer. To say that she was sick of the whole thing because she had encountered a few initial difficulties and worries seemed mean and poor-spirited, and Dreda could not think so lightly of herself. In the minute of hesitation she had lightly brushed aside difficulties, and felt a swelling of righteous renunciation. "Because--I want Susan to take it. She would do better than I." "Have you only just discovered that, Dreda?" The question was put in a tone which Dreda had never heard before from Miss Drake's lips--a tone so tender, so gentle and conciliatory, that it startled as much as the words themselves. Dreda stared, the colour paling on her cheeks, her hands clenched at the back of her chair. What did it mean? Susan had volunteered her services, and Miss Drake had deliberately rejected them in favour of herself, and now she said, she implied-- The girl's lips quivered as she spoke again: "You _chose_ me!" "Why?" asked Miss Drake once more, in the same gentle voice. "_Why_, Dreda? Think a moment! Does it not occur to you, dear, that I might have chosen you, not because the work needed _you_, but because you needed the work? Your duties called for patience, and perseverance, and method, and punctuality, and neatness, and tact--all qualities which needed development in your case; while in Susan's-
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