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that you would naturally like to have it. I return it to you now, together with these books, which, to my mingled pride and embarrassment, have been chosen for your prize. I hope and expect that the time will come when those present this afternoon may feel _it_ one of their happiest recollections that they were present on the occasion when Etheldreda Saxon received her first literary recognition." Thunderous applause. Dreda walked down the little stairway, carrying her heavy load of books with the folded manuscript slipped beneath the cover of the topmost volume. The visitors on either side beamed congratulations as she passed; on the faces of her school friends was an expression which she had never seen before--proud and _yet_ awed, affectionate yet shrinking. It was as if they said to themselves: "Who is this Dreda who has changed into a genius before our eyes? We have laughed at her, and made fun of her pretensions, and behold, they are not pretensions at all--_they are real_! We have been blind. We have never really known her as she is." The girls in the second row made way for her as she came, pulling their skirts aside, and tucking their feet beneath the bench to allow her to pass along to her seat. She saw each face quite close as she passed along--Flora, Barbara, Nancy, Norah, Grace--all smiled shyly upon her-- all except one. Norah's eyes remained hard and cold--Norah was not glad. She wanted Susan to win the prize. The clapping was dying down, and Mr Rawdon was beginning his promised address. "My dear friends--It is my privilege this afternoon--" It was not possible to listen to an address at this supreme moment of realisation-- even the words of Mr Rawdon himself were a meaningless jargon in Dreda's ears. Someone tried to take the books from her, but she clung tightly to the volume containing the precious essay which had brought this triumph into her life. Such a wonderful essay that on the strength of it one of the greatest of living authors had confidently prophesied a worldwide reputation. She, Dreda Saxon, an author whom strange people talked about, whose name appeared familiarly in newspapers and magazines! She herself had dreamed of such fairy tales, had expatiated on their probability to sceptical friends; but now that Mr Rawdon had prophesied the same thing she was none the less surprised and tremulous. He who has experienced what the world calls triumph knows well that at t
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