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to her cheeks, the angry tears started, but her quivering lips were not under command and she could only stare at him through the blur of grief, while her white hands clinched and relaxed, and her fast-beating heart seemed to be driving the very breath from her body. "Geraldine, dear----" "It wasn't fair!" she broke out fiercely; "there is no honour in you--no loyalty! Oh, Duane! Duane! How could you--at the very moment we were nearer together than we had ever been! It isn't jealousy that is crying out in me; it is nothing common or ignoble in me that resents what you have done! It is the treachery of it! How _could_ you, Duane?" The utter hopelessness of clearing himself left him silent. How much was to be asked of him as sacrifice to code? How far was he expected to go to shield Sylvia Quest--this unhappy, demoralised girl, whose reputation was already at the mercy of two men? "Geraldine," he said, "it was nothing but a carnival flirtation--a chance encounter that meant nothing--the idlest kind of----" "Is it idle to do what you did--and what she did? Oh, if I had only not seen it--if I only didn't know! I never dreamed of such a thing in you. Bunny Gray and I were taking a short cut to the Gray Water to sit out the rest of his dance--and he saw it, too--and he was furious--he must have been--because he's devoted to Sylvia." She made a hopeless gesture and dropped her hand to her side: "What a miserable night it has been for me! It's all spoiled--it's ended.... And I--my courage went.... I've done what I never thought to do again--what I was fighting down to make myself safe enough for you to marry--_you_ to marry!" She laughed, but the mirth rang shockingly false. "You mean that you had one glass of champagne," he said. "Yes, and another with Jack Dysart. I'll have some more presently. Does it concern you?" "I think so, Geraldine." "You are wrong. Neither does what you've been doing concern me--the kind of man you've been--the various phases of degradation you have accomplished----" "What particular species of degradation?" he asked wearily, knowing that Dysart was now bent on his destruction. "Never mind; don't answer, Geraldine," he added, "because there's no use in trying to set myself right; there's no way of doing it. All I can say is that I care absolutely nothing for Sylvia Quest, nor she for me; that I love you; that if I have ever been unworthy of you--as God knows I have--it is a bit
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