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generation but only to appear surely in the third. But it also says that the taint is very likely to appear in _every_ generation. "Duane, is this _true_? It has worried me sick since I read it. Because, my darling, if it is so, is it not another reason for our not marrying? "Do you understand? I can and will eradicate what is threatening _me_, but if I marry you--you _do_ understand, don't you? Isn't it all right for me to ask you whether, if we should have children, this thing would menace them? Oh, Duane--Duane! Have I any right to marry? Children come--God knows how, for nobody ever told me exactly, and I'm a fool about such things--but I summoned up courage to ask Dr. Bailey if there was any way to tell before I married whether I would have any, and he said I would if I had any notion of my duty and any pretence to self-respect. And I don't know what he means and I'm bewildered and miserable and afraid to marry you even when I myself become perfectly well. And that is what worries me, Duane, and I have nobody in the world to ask about it except you. Could you please tell me how I might learn what I ought to know concerning these things without betraying my own vital interest in them to whomever I ask? You see, Kathleen is as innocent as I. "Please tell me all you can, Duane, for I am most unhappy." * * * * * "The house is very still and full of sunlight and cut flowers. Scott is meditating great deeds, lying flat in the dirt. Kathleen sits watching him from the parapet. And I am here in the library, with that ghastly book at my elbow, pouring out all my doubts and fears to the only man in the world--whom God bless and protect wherever he may be--Oh, Duane, Duane, how I love you!" She hurriedly directed and sealed the letter and placed it in the box for outgoing mail; then, unquiet and apprehensive regarding what she had ventured to write, she began a restless tour of the house, upstairs and down, wandering aimlessly through sunny corridors, opening doors for a brief survey of chambers in which only the shadow-patterns of leaves moved on sunlit walls; still rooms tenanted only by the carefully dusted furniture which seemed to stand there watching attentively for another guest. Duane had left his pipe in his bedroom. She was silly over it, even to the point of retir
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