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to let me drift past you out to sea--after all?" "What else can I do? Besides, you are not going to drift." "Yes, I am. You were very nice to me yesterday." "It was you who were very sweet to me.... But I told you how matters stand. You care for your husband." "Yes, you did tell me. But it is not true. I thought about it all night long; I find that I do not care for him--as you told me I did." He said, smiling: "Nor do you really care for me." "I could care." Her hands still lay lightly on his shoulders; he smilingly disengaged them, saluted the finger tips, and swung them free. "No, you couldn't," he said--"nor could I." She clasped her hands behind her, confronting him with that gaily audacious allure which he knew so well: "Does a man really care whether or not he is in love with a woman before he makes love to her?" "Do you want an honest answer?" "Please." "Well, then--if she is sufficiently attractive, a man doesn't usually care." "Am I sufficiently attractive?" "Yes." "Then--why do you hesitate?... I know the rules of the game. When one wearies, the other must pretend to.... And then they make their adieux very amiably.... Isn't that a man's ideal of an affair with a pretty woman?" He laughed: "I suppose so." "So do I. You are no novice, are you--as I am?" "Are you a novice, Rosalie?" "Yes, I am. You probably don't believe it. It is absurd, isn't it, considering these lonely years--considering what he has done--that I haven't anything with which to reproach myself." "It is very admirable," he said. "Oh, yes, theoretically. I was too fastidious--perhaps a little bit too decent. It's curious how inculcated morals and early precepts make mountains out of what is really very simple travelling. If a woman ceases to love her husband, she is going to miss too much in life if she's afraid to love anybody else.... I suppose I have been afraid." "It's rather a wholesome sort of fear," he said. "Wholesome as breakfast-food. I hate it. Besides, the fear doesn't exist any more," shaking her head. "Like the pretty girls in a very popular and profoundly philosophical entertainment, I've simply got to love somebody"--she smiled at him--"and I'd prefer to fall honestly and disgracefully in love with you--if you'd give me the opportunity." There was a pause. "Otherwise," she concluded, "I shall content myself with doing a mischief to your sex where I can. I give you the cho
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