h for captivating that bold hussar,' cried Nina.
'For the moment I was not thinking of him.'
'Of whom, then?'
'Of that poor Captain Curtis, who has just ridden away.'
'Oh, indeed!'
'Yes. He has a pretty wife and three nice little girls, and they are
the happiest people in the world. They love each other, and love their
home--so, at least, I am told, for I scarcely know them myself.'
'And what have I done with _him_?'
'Sent him away sad and doubtful--very doubtful if the happiness he believed
in was the real article after all, and disposed to ask himself how it was
that his heart was beating in a new fashion, and that some new sense had
been added to his nature, of which he had no inkling before. Sent him away
with the notes of a melody floating through his brain, so that the merry
laugh of his children will be a discord, and such a memory of a soft
glance, that his wife's bright look will be meaningless.'
'And I have done all this? Poor me!'
'Yes, and done it so often, that it leaves no remorse behind it.'
'And the same, I suppose, with the others?'
'With Mr. Walpole, and Dick, and Mr. O'Shea, and Mr. Atlee too, when he was
here, in their several ways.'
'Oh, in theirs, not in mine, then?'
'I am but a bungler in my explanation. I wished to say that you adapted
your fascinations to the tastes of each.'
'What a siren!'
'Well, yes--what a siren; for they're all in love in some fashion or other;
but I could have forgiven you these, had you spared the married man.'
'So you actually envy that poor prisoner the gleam of light and the breath
of cold air that comes between his prison bars--that one moment of ecstasy
that reminds him how he once was free and at large, and no manacles to
weigh him down? You will not let him even touch bliss in imagination? Are
_you_ not more cruel than _me_?'
'This is mere nonsense,' said Kate boldly. 'You either believe that man was
fooling _you_, or that you have sent him away unhappy? Take which of these
you like.'
'Can't your rustic nature see that there is a third case, quite different
from both, and that Harry Curtis went off believing--'
'Was he Harry Curtis?' broke in Kate.
'He was dear Harry when I said good-bye,' said Nina calmly.
'Oh, then, I give up everything--I throw up my brief.'
'So you ought, for you have lost your cause long ago.'
'Even that poor Donogan was not spared, and Heaven knows he had troubles
enough on his head to have p
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