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y the greater power of _your_ intellect seek the mastery over _mine_. Let the loneliness and isolation of my life here rather appeal to you to pity than suggest the thought of influencing and dominating me.' 'Would that I might. What would I not give or do to have that power that you speak of.' 'Is this true?' said she. 'It is.' 'Will you swear it?' 'Most solemnly.' She paused for a moment, and a slight tremor shook her mouth; but whether the motion expressed a sentiment of acute pain or a movement of repressed sarcasm, it was very difficult to determine. 'What is it, then, that you would swear?' asked she calmly and even coldly. 'Swear that I have no hope so high, no ambition so great, as to win your heart.' 'Indeed! And that other heart that you have won--what is to become of it?' 'Its owner has recalled it. In fact, it was never in _my_ keeping but as a loan.' 'How strange! At least, how strange to me this sounds. I, in my ignorance, thought that people pledged their very lives in these bargains.' 'So it ought to be, and so it would be, if this world were not a web of petty interests and mean ambitions; and these, I grieve to say, will find their way into hearts that should be the home of very different sentiments. It was of this order was that compact with my cousin--for I will speak openly to you, knowing it is her to whom you allude. We were to have been married. It was an old engagement. Our friends--that is, I believe, the way to call them--liked it. They thought it a good thing for each of us. Indeed, making the dependants of a good family intermarry is an economy of patronage--the same plank rescues two from drowning. I believe--that is, I fear--we accepted all this in the same spirit. We were to love each other as much as we could, and our relations were to do their best for us.' 'And now it is all over?' 'All--and for ever.' 'How came this about?' 'At first by a jealousy about _you_.' 'A jealousy about _me_! You surely never dared--' and here her voice trembled with real passion, while her eyes flashed angrily. 'No, no. I am guiltless in the matter. It was that cur Atlee made the mischief. In a moment of weak trustfulness, I sent him over to Wales to assist my uncle in his correspondence. He, of course, got to know Lady Maude Bickerstaffe--by what arts he ingratiated himself into her confidence, I cannot say. Indeed, I had trusted that the fellow's vulgarity would fo
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