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ght on the other side," Peter spoke with all the seriousness of youth. "The girl has shown me what a beastly, selfish lot the politicians are, and I am going back to denounce them, if they won't change. But I want to ask you something, Doctor--you won't think I am cheeky, will you? She gave me absolutely no hope--but girl's sometimes change their minds. I would wait for years for her. I simply can't live without her. I thought from the way she spoke there was some one else--if there is--I will just crawl away and die--I can't live without her!" "O shut up," said the doctor impatiently. "Better men than you have to live without--the women they love--that's foolish talk." "Well, tell me, doctor," cried Peter desperately, "I just have to know. Is there any reason why I can't hope to win her? Do you know of any reason--you know Pearl well. Is there any reason that you know of? Has any one any right--to stop me from trying?" The doctor considered. Here was just the situation he had told Pearl he hoped would arise. This young fellow was clean, honest, and there was no doubt of his deep sincerity. He had told Pearl she must forget him. He had tried to mean it, and here it was--here was the very situation he said he hoped for. He would play up--he could make himself do what was right, no matter how he felt. He heard himself say mechanically: "There is no reason, Mr. Neelands; Pearl is free to decide. No one has the smallest claim on her." Peter sprang up and caught his hand, wondering why it should be so cold. He also wondered at the flush which burned on the doctor's cheeks. "Thanks, old man," he cried impulsively, "I cannot tell you how I thank you. You have rolled a house off me--and now, tell me you wish me well--I want your good word." The doctor took his outstretched hand, with an effort. "I wish you well," he said slowly, in a voice that was like a shadow of his own. When Peter had gone, the doctor rose and paced the floor. "I'm a liar and a hypocrite," he said bitterly. "I don't wish him well. I said what was not so when I said I hoped to see her married to some one else--I don't--I want her myself. I can't give her up! I won't give her up!" The next morning, before the doctor started to make his calls, Robert Gilchrist, President of the Political Club, came to see him, again. "I am not satisfied with that interview we had with you, doctor," he said, "the day the organizer was here. That fe
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