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ltogether blame the young varmint for anything. Perhaps in his tiny fisticuffs and startlingly fierce cries she divined the Doric, in embryo, as it were; perhaps when "little master" shrieked she thought of the columns of the Parthenon. But Dion told the truth to Canon Wilton when he had said that Rosamund was marvelously reasonable, so far, in her love for her baby son. The admirable sanity, the sheer healthiness of outlook which Dion loved in her did not desert her now. To Dion it seemed that in the very calmness and good sense of her love she showed its great depth, showed that already she was thinking of her child's soul as well as of his little body. Dion felt the beginnings of a change in Rosamund, but he did not find either her or himself suddenly and radically changed by the possession of a baby. He had thought that perhaps as mother and father they would both feel abruptly much older than before, even perhaps old. It was not so. Often Dion gazed at the baby as he bubbled and cooed, sneezed with an air of angry astonishment, stared at nothing with a look of shallow surmise, or, composing his puckers, slept, and Dion still felt young, even very young, and not at all like a father. "I'm sure," he once said to Rosamund, "women feel much more like mothers when they have a baby than men feel like fathers." "I feel like a mother all over," she replied, bending above the child. "In every least little bit of me." "Then do you feel completely changed?" "Completely, utterly." Dion sat still for a moment gazing at her. She felt his look, perhaps, for she lifted her head, and her eyes went from the baby to him. "What is it, Rosamund? What are you considering?" "Well----" She hesitated. "Perhaps no one could quite understand, but I feel a sense of release." "Release! From what?" Again she hesitated; then she looked once more at the child almost as if she wished to gain something from his helplessness. At last she said: "Dion, as you've given me _him_, I'll tell you. Very often in the past I've had an urgent desire some day to enter into the religious life." "D'you--d'you mean to become a Roman Catholic and a nun?" he exclaimed, feeling, absurdly perhaps, almost afraid and half indignant. "No. I've never wished to change my religion. There are Anglican sisterhoods, you know." "But your singing!" "I only intended to sing for a time. Then some day, when I felt quite ready, I meant--" "But
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