circled through the gates and swept up to the terrace.
He sprang out; and as he aided her to descend she felt his hand
trembling under hers. A blind thrill of premonition halted her; then she
bit her lip, turned, and mounted the steps with him. At the door he
stood aside for her to pass; but again she paused and turned to Hamil,
irresolute, confused, not even daring to analyse what sheer instinct was
clamouring; what intuition was reading even now in his face, what her
ears divined in his unsteady voice uttering some commonplace to thank
her for the day spent with him.
"What is it that you are going to say to my mother?" she asked again.
And at the same instant she knew from his eyes--gazing into them in
dread and dismay.
"Don't!" she said breathlessly; "I cannot let--" The mounting wave of
colour swept her: "Don't go to her!--don't ask such a--a thing. I am--"
She faltered, looking up at him with terrified eyes, and laid one hand
on his arm.
The frightened wordless appeal stunned him as they stood there,
confronting one another. Suddenly hope came surging up within her; her
hand fell from his arm; she lifted her eyes in flushed silence--only to
find hopeless confirmation of all she dreaded in his set and colourless
face.
"Mr. Hamil," she said tremulously, "I never dreamed--"
"No, you didn't. I did. It is all right, Shiela."
"Oh--I--I never, never dreamed of it!"--shocked and pitifully
incredulous still.
"I know you didn't. Don't worry." His voice was very gentle, but he was
not looking at her.
"Is it my--fault, Mr. Hamil?"
"Your fault?" he repeated, surprised. "What have _you_ done?"
"I--don't know."
He stood gazing absently out into the flaming west; and, speaking as
though unaware: "From the first--I realise it now--even from the first
moment when you sprang into my life out of the fog and the sea--Shiela!
Shiela!--I--"
"Don't!" she whispered, "don't say it." She swayed back against the
wall; her hand covered her eyes an instant--and dropped helpless,
hopeless.
They faced each other.
"Believe that I am--sorry," she whispered. "Will you believe it? I did
not know; I did not dream of it."
His face changed as though something within him was being darkly
aroused.
"After all," he said, "no man ever lived who could kill hope."
"There is no hope to kill--"
"No chance, Shiela?"
"There has never been any chance--" She was trembling; he took both her
hands. They were ice col
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