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th a laugh: "You look like some pretty ghost from dreamland--with your white gown and arms and face. Shall we descend into the waking world together?" They stood for a moment motionless, looking straight at one another; then the smile died out on his face, but he still strove to speak lightly, using effort, like a man with a dream dark upon him: "I am waiting for your pretty ghostship." Her lips moved in reply; no sound came from them. "Are you afraid of me?" he said. "Yes." "Of _me_, Shiela?" "Of us both. You don't know--you don't know!" "Know what, Shiela?" "What I am--what I have done. And I've got to tell you." Her mouth quivered suddenly, and she faced him fighting for self-control. "I've got to tell you. Things cannot be left in this way between us. I thought they could, but they can't." He crossed the corridor, slowly; she straightened up at his approach, white, rigid, breathless. "What is it that has frightened you?" he said. "What you--said--to me." "That I love you?" "Yes; that." "Why should it frighten you?" "Must I tell you?" "If it will help you." "I am past help. But it will end you're caring for me. And from making me--care--for you. I must do it; this cannot go on--" "Shiela!" She faced him, white as death, looking at him blindly. "I am trying to think of you--because you love me--" Fright chilled her blood, killing pulse and colour. "I am trying to be kind--because I care for you--and we must end this before it ends us.... Listen to my miserable, pitiful, little secret, Mr. Hamil. I--I have--I am not--free." "Not _free_!" "I was married two years ago--when I was eighteen years old. Three people in the world know it: you, I, and--the man I married." "Married!" he repeated, stupefied. She looked at him steadily a moment. "I think your love has been done to death, Mr. Hamil. My own danger was greater than you knew; but it was for your sake--because you loved me. Good night." Stunned, he saw her pass him and descend the stairs, stood for a space alone, then scarce knowing what he did he went down into the great living-room to take his leave of the family gathered there before dinner had been announced. They all seemed to be there; he was indifferently conscious of hearing his own words like a man who listens to an unfamiliar voice in a distant room. The rapid soundless night ride to the hotel seemed unreal; the lights in the cafe, the nois
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