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broke off and laughed again. 'Well,' said her father, 'I admit I thought of him a little in that way--I scarcely know why.' 'You could hardly have been further from the truth. Try to imagine the intellectual opposite of such a young man, and you--That will be far more like Mr. Athel.' 'He isn't conceited? My want of experience has an unfortunate tendency to make me think of young fellows in his position as unbearably vain. It must be so hard to avoid it.' 'Perhaps it is, if they have the common misfortune to be born without brains.' Other subjects engaged their attention. 'When do you take your holiday, father?' Emily asked. 'I think about the middle of this month. It won't be more than a week or ten days.' 'Don't you think you ought to go to Cleethorpes, if only for a day or two?' To suggest any other place of summer retreat would have been too alarming. Mr. Hood's defect of imagination was illustrated in this matter; he had been somehow led, years ago, to pay a visit to Cleethorpes, and since then that one place represented for him the seaside. Others might be just as accessible and considerably more delightful, but it did not even occur to him to vary. It would have cost him discomfort to do so, the apprehension of entering upon the unknown. The present was the third summer which had passed without his quitting home. Anxiety troubled his countenance as Emily made the proposal. 'Not this year, I think,' he said, as if desirous of passing the subject by. 'Father, what possible objection can there be to my bearing the expense of a week at Cleethorpes? You know how well I can afford it; indeed I should like to go; it is rather unkind of you to refuse.' This was an old subject of discussion. Since Emily had lived away from home, not only her father, but her mother just as strenuously, had refused to take from her any of the money that she earned. It had been her habit at first indirectly to overcome this resistance by means of substantial presents in holiday time; but she found such serious discomfort occasioned by the practice that most reluctantly she had abandoned it. For the understanding of the Hoods' attitude in this matter, it must be realised how deeply their view of life was coloured by years of incessant preoccupation with pecuniary difficulties. The hideous conception of existence which regards each individual as fighting for his own hand, striving for dear life against every other
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