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presently that they had all but reached St Paul's Crescent. 'Thank you for having come so far,' she said, pausing. 'Ah, you are nearly home. Why, it seems only a few minutes since we left the girls. Now I'll run back to the whisky of which Maud disapproves.' 'May it do you good!' said Marian with a laugh. A speech of this kind seemed unusual upon her lips. Jasper smiled as he held her hand and regarded her. 'Then you can speak in a joking way?' 'Do I seem so very dull?' 'Dull, by no means. But sage and sober and reticent--and exactly what I like in my friend, because it contrasts with my own habits. All the better that merriment lies below it. Goodnight, Miss Yule.' He strode off and in a minute or two turned his head to look at the slight figure passing into darkness. Marian's hand trembled as she tried to insert her latch-key. When she had closed the door very quietly behind her she went to the sitting-room; Mrs Yule was just laying aside the sewing on which she had occupied herself throughout the lonely evening. 'I'm rather late,' said the girl, in a voice of subdued joyousness. 'Yes; I was getting a little uneasy, dear.' 'Oh, there's no danger.' 'You have been enjoying yourself, I can see.' 'I have had a pleasant evening.' In the retrospect it seemed the pleasantest she had yet spent with her friends, though she had set out in such a different mood. Her mind was relieved of two anxieties; she felt sure that the girls had not taken ill what she told them, and there was no longer the least doubt concerning the authorship of that review in The Current. She could confess to herself now that the assurance from Jasper's lips was not superfluous. He might have weighed profit against other considerations, and have written in that way of her father; she had not felt that absolute confidence which defies every argument from human frailty. And now she asked herself if faith of that unassailable kind is ever possible; is it not only the poet's dream, the far ideal? Marian often went thus far in her speculation. Her candour was allied with clear insight into the possibilities of falsehood; she was not readily the victim of illusion; thinking much, and speaking little, she had not come to her twenty-third year without perceiving what a distance lay between a girl's dream of life as it might be and life as it is. Had she invariably disclosed her thoughts, she would have earned the repute of a
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