FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39  
40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   >>   >|  
e all their energies to making their earth a paradise? Why, it is obvious. They will then know that there is no other paradise." He took out his watch and made a calculation. His face became flushed. "The bacillus has travelled forty-two miles towards Birmingham," he said, just as our train drew in to the London terminus. I was busy with patients until dinner-time and did not see anything of Sarakoff. While working, my exhaustion and anxiety wore off, and were replaced by a mild exhilaration. One of my patients was a professor of engineering at a northern university; a brilliant young man, who, but for physical disease, had the promise of a great career before him. He had been sent to me, after having made a round of the consultants, to see if I could give him any hope as to the future. I went into his case carefully, and then addressed him a question. "What is your own view of your case, Mr. Thornduck?" He looked surprised. His face relaxed, and he smiled. I suppose he detected a message of hope in my expression. "I have been told by half-a-dozen doctors that I have not long to live, Dr. Harden," he replied. "But it is very difficult for me to grasp that view. I find that I behave as if nothing were the matter. I still go on working. I still see goals far ahead. Death is just a word--frequently uttered, it is true--but meaningless. What am I to do?" "Go on working." "And am I to expect only a short lease of life?" I rose from my writing-table and walked to the hearth. A surge of power came over me as I thought of the bacillus which was so silently and steadily advancing on Birmingham. "Do you believe in miracles?" I asked. "That is an odd question." He reflected for a time. "No, I don't think so. All one is taught now-a-days is in a contrary direction, isn't it?" "Yes, but our knowledge only covers a very small field--perhaps an artificially isolated one, too." "Then you think only a miracle will save my life?" I nodded and gazed at him. "You seem amused," he remarked quietly. "I am not amused, Mr. Thornduck. I am very happy." "Does my case interest you?" "Extremely. As a case, you are typical. Your malady is invariably fatal. It is only one of the many maladies that we know to be fatal, while we remain ignorant of all else. Under ordinary circumstances, you would have before you about three years of reasonable health and sanity." "And then?" "Well, after that you would be s
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39  
40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

working

 

patients

 
question
 
Thornduck
 
amused
 

bacillus

 

paradise

 

Birmingham

 

reflected

 

meaningless


miracles

 

hearth

 

walked

 

writing

 

silently

 
steadily
 

advancing

 
expect
 

thought

 
maladies

remain

 

invariably

 
malady
 

Extremely

 

typical

 

ignorant

 

health

 

reasonable

 

sanity

 

ordinary


circumstances

 
interest
 

covers

 

knowledge

 

taught

 

contrary

 

direction

 

artificially

 

isolated

 

remarked


quietly

 

nodded

 

uttered

 

miracle

 

suppose

 

dinner

 
Sarakoff
 
London
 
terminus
 

exhaustion