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er position that subdued in her her racial pride. Gertrude had confessed to a doubt as to whether she ought or ought not to have gone back. "I don't know," said Frances, "that it was very wise." "Perhaps not, from the world's point of view. If I had thought of _that_----" she stopped herself, aware that scandal had not been one of any possibilities contemplated by the Brodricks. "_I_ was not thinking of it, I assure you," said Frances. "I only wondered whether it were right." She elucidated her point. "For you, for your happiness, considering----" "I'm not thinking of my own happiness, or I couldn't do it. No, I couldn't do it. I was thinking"--her voice sank and vibrated, and rose, exulting, to the stress--"of _his_." Frances looked at her with gentle, questioning eyes. Hugh's happiness, no doubt, was the thing; but she wondered how Gertrude's presence was to secure it. Slowly, bit by bit, with many meditative pauses, many sinkings of her thought into the depths, as if she sounded at each point her own sincerity, Gertrude made it out. "Mrs. Brodrick is very sweet and very charming, and I know they are devoted. Still"--Gertrude's pause was poignant--"still--she _is_ unusual." "Well, yes," said Frances. "And one sees that the situation is a little difficult." Frances made no attempt to deny it. "It always is," said Gertrude, "when the wife has an immense, absorbing interest apart. I can't help feeling that they've come, both of them, to a point--a turning point, where everything depends on saving her, as much as possible, all fret and worry. It's saving him. There are so many things she tries to do and can't do; and she puts them all on him." "She certainly does," said Frances. "If I'm there to do them, it will at least prevent this continual friction and strain." "But you, my dear--you?" "It doesn't matter about me." She was pensive over it. "If I solve his problem----" "It will be very hard for you." "I can bear anything if he's happy." Frances smiled sadly. She had had worse things than that to bear. "Of course," she said, "if you know--if you're sure that you care--in that way----" "I didn't know until the other day, when I came back. It's only when you give up everything that you really know." Frances was silent. If any woman knew, she knew. She had given up her husband to another woman. For his happiness she had given the woman her own name and her own place, when
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