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ne of them who really knew. It was, she all but intimated, because Jane was not a Brodrick. When she was with the others, Mabel was reminded perpetually of her failure, of how horribly she had made John suffer. Not that they ever said a word about it, but they made her feel it; whereas Jinny had seen from the first that she suffered too; she recognized her perfect right to suffer. And when it all ended, as it was bound to end, in a bad illness, the only thing that did Mabel any good was seeing Jinny. That was in January (they put it all down to the cold of January); and every day until the middle of February when Mabel was about again, Jane tramped across the Heath to Augustus Road, always in weather that did its worst for Mabel, always in wind or frost or rain. She never missed a day. Sometimes Henry was with her. He made John's house the last point of his round that he might sit with Mabel. He had never sat with her before; he had never paid very much attention to her. It was the change in Henry that made Jane alive to the change in Mabel; for the long, lean, unhappy man, this man of obstinate distastes and disapprovals, had an extreme tenderness for all physical suffering. Since Mabel's illness he had dropped his disapproving attitude to Jane. She could almost have believed that Henry liked her. One day as they turned together into the deep avenue of Augustus Road, she saw kind grey eyes looking down at her from Henry's height. "You're very good to poor Mabel, Jinny," he said. "I can't do much." "Do what you can. We shan't have her with us very long." "Henry----" "She doesn't know it. John doesn't know it. But I thought I'd tell you." "I'm glad you've told me." "It's a kindness," he went on, "to go and see her. It takes her mind off herself." "She doesn't complain." "No. She doesn't complain. But her mind turns in on itself. It preys on her. And of course it's terrible for John." She agreed. "Of course, it's terrible--for John." But she was thinking how terrible it was for Mabel. She wondered, did they say of her and of _her_ malady, how terrible it was for Hugh? "This is a great interruption to your work," he said presently, with the peculiar solemnity he accorded to the obvious. Her pace quickened. The frosty air stung her cheeks and the blood mounted there. "It won't hurt you," he said. "You're better when you're not working." "Am I?" said she in a voice that irritated Henr
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