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e absurd idea of Rose having a mind. Rose made a little sound in her throat like a laugh. She had not laughed, she had hardly smiled, for many months now. "The doctor--'e's fair pleased. 'E says I'll 'ave to go out walkin' now, for Joey's sake." "Poor Joey." He stooped and stroked the little animal, who stood on ridiculous hind-legs, straining to lick his hand. "His hair doesn't come on, Rose----" "It hasn't been brushed proper. You should brush a Pom's 'air backwards----" "Of course, and it hasn't been brushed backwards. He can bark all right, anyhow. There's nothing wrong with his lungs." "He won't bark at you no more, now he knows you." She leaned her face to the furry head on her shoulder, and he recognized Minny by the strange pattern of his back and tail. Minny was not beautiful. "It's Minny," she said. "You used to like Minny." It struck him with something like a pang that she held him like a child at her breast. She saw his look and smiled up at him. "I may keep him, too?" At that he kissed her. By the end of that evening Tanqueray had not written a word. He could only turn over the pages of his manuscript, in wonder at the mechanical industry that had covered so much paper with such awful quantities of ink. Here and there he recognized a phrase, and then he was aware, very miserably aware, that the thing was his masterpiece. He wondered, and with agony, how on earth he was going to finish it if they came about him like this and destroyed his peace. It wasn't the idea of the house. The house was bad enough; the house indeed was abominable. It was Rose. It was more than Rose; it was everything; it was the touch, the intimate, unendurable strain and pressure of life. It was all very well for Prothero to talk. His genius was safe, it was indestructible. It had the immunity of the transcendent. It worked, not in flesh and blood, but in a divine material. Whatever Prothero did it remained unmoved, untroubled by the impact of mortality. Prothero could afford his descents, his immersions in the stuff of life. He, Tanqueray, could not, for life was the stuff he worked in. To immerse himself was suicidal; it was the dyer plunging into his own vat. Because his genius was a thing of flesh and blood, flesh and blood was the danger always at its threshold, the enemy in its house. For the same reason it was sufficient to itself. It fulfilled the functions, it enjoyed the excitements an
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