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ut the fire with his hands. He dressed the burn and bandaged it with cool, professional dexterity, trembling a little, taking pain from her pain. "Why didn't you call out?" he said. "I didn't want you to know." "You'd have been burnt sooner?" He had slung her arm in a scarf; and, as he tied the knot on her shoulder, his face was brought close to hers. She turned her head and her eyes met his. "I'd have let my whole body burn," she whispered, "sooner than hurt--your hands." His hands dropped from her shoulder. He thrust them into his pockets out of her sight. She followed him into the outer room, struggling against her sense of his recoil. "If you had a body like mine," she said, "you'd be glad to get rid of it on any terms." She wondered if he saw through her pitiable attempt to call back the words that had flung themselves upon him. "There's nothing wrong with your body," he answered coldly. "No, Owen, nothing; except that I'm tired of it." "The tiredness will pass. Is that burn hurting you?" "Not yet. I don't mind it." He stooped and picked up the book he had dropped in his rush to her. She saw now that he looked at it as a man looks at the thing he loves, and that his hands as they touched it shook with a nervous tremor. She came and stood by him, without speaking, and he turned and faced her. "Nina," he said, "why did you write this terrible book? If you hadn't written it, I should never have been here." "That's why, then, isn't it?" "I suppose so. You _had_ to write it, and I _had_ to come." "Yes, Owen," she said gently. "You brought me here," he said. "I can't understand it." "Can't understand what?" "The fascination I had for you." He closed the book and laid it down. "You were my youth, Nina." He held out his hands toward her, the hands that he had just now withdrawn. She would have taken them, but for the look in his eyes that forbade her to touch him. "My youth was dumb. It couldn't make itself immortal. You did that for it." "But the people of those tales are not a bit like you." "No. They _are_ me. They are what I was. Your people are not people, they are not characters, they are incarnate passions." "So like you," she said, with a resurgence of her irony. "You don't know me. You don't remember me. But I know and remember you. You asked me once how I knew. That's how. I've been where you were." He paused. "If my youth were here, Nin
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