em?"
"I don't know."
"What was her motive?"
"I suppose--I don't know."
"What do you suppose?"
"What is the use of talking about it, Evan?"
"My poor darling!" said he, looking up in her face again "it has been
hard on you too. Oh Di, my Di! I cannot lose you!"--
He was still kneeling before her, and she put her two hands on his
head, smoothing or rather pushing back the short locks from his temples
on either side, looking as one looks one's last on what one loves. Her
eyes were dry, and large with pain which did not allow the eyelids
their usual droop; her mouth was in the saddest lines a woman's lips
can take, but they did not tremble.
"Hush," she said again softly. "I am lost to you. That is over. Now go
and do a man's work in the world, and if I hear of you, let me hear
good."
"Haven't you got one kiss for me?"
She bent lower down, and kissed his brow. She kissed it twice; but the
manner of the woman was of such high and pure dignity that the young
officer, who would else have had no scruple, did not dare presume upon
it. He took no more than she gave; bent his head again when she took
her hands away, and covered his face, as at first. They were both still
awhile.
"Evan--you must go," she whispered.
"When may I come again?"
She did not answer.
"I am coming very soon again, Di. I must see you often--I must see you
very often, while I am here. I cannot live if I do not see you. I do
not see how I can live any way!"
"Don't speak so."
"How do _you_ expect to bear it?" he asked jealously.
"I don't know. We shall find as the days come."
"Life looks so long!"--
"Yes. But we have got something to do in it."
"I have not. Not now."
"Every one has. And a brave man, or a brave woman, will do what he has
to do, Evan."
"I am not brave, except in the way every man is brave. When may I come,
Diana? To-morrow?"
"O no!"
"Why not? Then when?"
"Not this week."
"But this is Tuesday."
"Yes. And Mrs. Reverdy is waiting for you all this while."
"I have been waiting all these years. She don't know what waiting
means. Mayn't I come again before Monday?"
"Certainly not. You must wait till then, and longer."
"I am not going to wait longer. Then Monday, Diana?"
He stretched out his hand to her, and she laid hers within it. The
first time that day; the first time since so many days. Hands lingered,
were slow to unclasp, loath to leave the touch which was such exquisite
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