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might know how to give orders to his company, he had not left off himself being under orders; he might be strong to enforce discipline among his men, but alas! alas! he had left the reins loose upon the neck of his passions. Basil never did that, never. Basil never would in the like circumstances have sought a weak gratification at her expense. That was the word; _weak_. Evan had been selfishly weak. Basil was always, so far as she had known him, unselfishly strong. And yet, and yet!--she loved the weak one; although it pained her that he should have been weak. Days went by. Diana lived in dreams. "What is the matter with you?" her old friend asked her abruptly one evening. "Nothing, I think," said Diana, looking up from her sewing and answering in some surprise. "Nothing the matter! Then what did you come here for?" "I thought"--Diana hesitated in confusion for the moment--"my husband agreed with me in thinking, that it would be good for me to be away from home for awhile." "Wanted change, eh?" Mrs. Sutphen said dryly. Diana did not know what to add to her words. "Change and salt air"--the old lady went on. "Not salt air particularly," Diana answered, feeling that she must answer. "I did not think of salt air. Though no change could have been so good for me." "_Has_ it been good for you?" "I have enjoyed it more than I can tell," Diana said, looking up again. "Yes, yes; but that isn't the thing. I know you enjoy it. But do you think it is making you fat?" "I don't need that," said Diana, smiling. "I am fat enough." "You won't be, if you go on losing as you have done since you came. Now I agree with you that I don't think that is Clifton air. What is it?" Diana could not reply. She was startled and troubled. She knew the fact was true. "Basil won't like it if I let this go on; and I don't mean it shall. Is anything the matter between you and him?" "What do you mean?" Diana asked, to gain time. "You know what I mean. I spoke plain. Have you and he had any sort of a quarrel or disagreement?" "Certainly not!" "Certainly _not?_--then why aren't you happy?" "Why do you ask me?" said Diana. "Why should you question my being happy?" "I've got eyes, child; inconvenient things, for they see. You look and act like a marble woman; only that you are not cold, and that you move about. Now, that isn't your nature. What spell has come over you?" "You know, Mrs. Sutphen," Diana an
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