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ry great compliment." "But you loved me once," I said banally. "I do not consider it fair to mention that now." "I never loved that other woman. I had never seen her more than once. You do not know her." "Ah, is that it? Perhaps I could tell you something of one Helena von Ritz. Is it not so?" "Yes, that was the property of Helena von Ritz," I told her, looking her fairly in the eye. "Kind of you, indeed, to involve me, as you say, with a lady of her precedents!" Now her color was up full, and her words came crisply. Had I had adequate knowledge of women, I could have urged her on then, and brought on a full-fledged quarrel. Strategically, that must have been a far happier condition than mere indifference on her part. But I did not know; and my accursed love of fairness blinded me. "I hardly think any one is quite just to that lady," said I slowly. "Except Mr. Nicholas Trist! A beautiful and accomplished lady, I doubt not, in his mind." "Yes, all of that, I doubt not." "And quite kind with her little gifts." "Elisabeth, I can not well explain all that to you. I can not, on my honor." "Do not!" she cried, putting out her hand as though in alarm. "Do not invoke your honor!" She looked at me again. I have never seen a look like hers. She had been calm, cold, and again indignant, all in a moment's time. That expression which now showed on her face was one yet worse for me. Still I would not accept my dismissal, but went on stubbornly: "But may I not see your father and have my chance again? I _can not_ let it go this way. It is the ruin of my life." But now she was advancing, dropping down a step at a time, and her face was turned straight ahead. The pink of her gown was matched by the pink of her cheeks. I saw the little working of the white throat wherein some sobs seemed stifling. And so she went away and left me. CHAPTER XXIII SUCCESS IN SILK As things are, I think women are generally better creatures than men.--_S.T. Coleridge_. It was a part of my duties, when in Washington, to assist my chief in his personal and official correspondence, which necessarily was very heavy. This work we customarily began about nine of the morning. On the following day I was on hand earlier than usual. I was done with Washington now, done with everything, eager only to be off on the far trails once more. But I almost forgot my own griefs when I saw my chief. When I found him,
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